My First Thoughts~

In Life we encounter many things.... Those who makes you happy cheers you up and those who hurt you makes you a stronger person.. In my opinion, these are things that we must go through in our growing process.. I don't think it is necessary for me to be emotional about this topic and I also dare to say that I have done many foolish things that when I recall them back now, It's really a joke.. A joke created by me, laughed by others and now laughed by me..

FRIENDS... I do cherish my SPECIAL friends who were there when I needed them and were also there where I didn't need them.. These are the people whom were willing to accept me for who I am and have been with me through ups and downs.. Sincerely, I thank you guys and I dare say that I am not a person who will neglect others after receiving their help.. Enough said.. Well, the reason why I wrote this is because I was chatting with my good friend today.. Bernard.. and our conversation inspired me to write this blog.. Bernard has been a very helpful friend and not to forget a very understanding friend too.. We have argued, fought and have done things that best friends will do.. We do understand each other and misunderstanding rarely occurs.. No doubt he has his negative ways.. but hey! we accept friends for who they are.. I would also like to acknowledge friends like Cheong Leong and Karamdeep.. Cheong Leong especially.. After knowing him for almost 9 years plus, I can only describe this person in 3 words... Simple, honest and sincere.. When I needed his help he was there and vice-versa.. I would just want to say here that.. It was nice knowing you pal.. Karamdeep on the other hand is a different case.. We are called the laughing duo.. we will find anything to laugh about.. Honest! When I see this guy I will never stop laughing.. If you are reading this Karam, remember what did Puneetha said about " When I was small I laugh and laugh and look at me now.." .. Haha.. we wouldn't want to end up like her don't we.. And yes.. we help each other when we needed help especially now that we are neighbours .. OO yeah.. I am glad that he is fully recovered from his stress sickness.. I think I got that sickness from you now.. haha.. Another special mention is dedicated to a person whom is a friend and also my pet sister,Kristine.. Well.. I have too many things to say about you.. I can say that throughout the years I know you we have been through all flavours of life, " Sweet, Sour, Bitter" and the list goes on.. I still don't like your temper though.. too bad.. hahhaaha.. but I would like to thank god for letting me to meet you and how much our relationship has grown ever since. Not to forget others friends I know.. The fact that you guys were not mentioned is not because you are not remembered.. I know who you people are ..I am terribly sorry for missing this person's name out, He is Yuvaraman.. This guy is the simplest, cranky yet sincerest guy I have known.. I mean he is what he is .. and I really admire his optimism .. He seldoms complaint and not to mention very mature in thinking.. He helped me a lot and I had a great time talking to this chap.. Only god knows what he will say next.. haha.. ROTIMAN!

"friends" on the other side of the picture... I don't even want to call them friends.. that is the reason why I typed out friends in small alphabets.. That shows how much they are belittled and how much they are insignificant to me.. These ' friends' .. It has been so long I wanted to complaint about such people and to those of you who thinks I am emotional and whatsoever and thinks that whatever I say is wrong.. Don't even bother to comment.. The reason why you disagree with me is that number one is you are this category and number two is you don't understand my situation at all.. Let me start the list with backstabbers.. To those of you out there who back stabbed me.. Haha.. I am not going to say anything because not only I will forgive you people but I will say nothing more cause you are also the people whom I back stabbed.. So.. aren't we equal now.. Number two.. to opportunists.. those who seek for help and when I needed their help they are no where to be seen.. Once again, I will forget what you guys have done but I will never forgive. I learnt something through moral class that day about Christianity.." One doesn't forgive if he only forgets".. Number three is to those who just love to harp on me.. I know I am not as aggressive as you people are neither will I answer you back... but if you think you can get yourself away with it.. too bad la.. I am a cruel person in disguise.. and lastly friends who wants to be called friends and complaints that we don't treat them as friends.. Just one question from me " Did you look at yourself on the mirror?" .. Try saying that to yourself and then you come and talk to me okay? :-)

To be honest, clearing such people out of my system has been such a great relieve.. Another thing is about exams.. I know many people are tensed up with their exams and I do get tensed up myself.. But hey! life goes on and please don't take it out on others.. Number one is they are innocent.. Number two is deal with your own problems yourself and truly.. and by the way think before you call people emotional next time because like what I said before.. Look at yourself first.. We are humans and we have feelings..and different people has different ways of dealing with their emotions.. So accept them for who they are.. If you can't TOO BAD FOR YOU !! Go and get a life.. somewhere where you can find people as miserable as yourself lor.. I have been encountering so many people whom are like that since primary.. Sighs.. What a sad sad world..

Lastly, I would like to wish everyone all the best in their exams.. It is the exam season now..

Should I post this? * thinks for 5 seconds *

Of course I should....

I am sharp, I am direct, atleast I am honest..

Sincerely from,

VicK