Pressure droplets.. F****!!!!!

Looking out the window in my hall makes me feel like jumping out and forget about everything. Seriously, I don't know how much can I take this University madness anymore.. It's my 5th week in this 'prestigious' university. By now I should have adapted to the life in university but why am I not adapting to it? I think I did better for the first two weeks. I have been very optimistic, motivated and determined since day one of Uni but why is this happening to me?? I know I can do better than this but the work load laid upon my shoulders is getting heavier and unbearable. Why must 4 assignments be thrown on us simultaneously within one month. In addition to that, we have miniquizzes and lab reports. 2 lab reports weekly to be exact and it is not as simple as those we did in secondary school or college because it is UNIVERSITY and we have to think like UNIVERSITY STUDENTS. I thought I could bare with it.. I thought everything will be fine.. but..now... *speechless*.. and do you know I sleep everyday..? freaking 4-5 hours only!!!!

I haven't given up though but having a flu right now and tonnes of stuffs to do within this week. I really feel like giving up right away but I have a goal in mind to achieve.. Its not the time to give up now.. Then I would have wasted my effort and mum's effort in sending me to University to have a good education.

So, pleaseee.. don't f-king tell me that this is life and ya da ya da.. I know you idiot!!!! Orelse I wouldn't be hanging on despite the fact that I might fall anytime. One more thing, don't come and tell me.. take it easy take it easy.. why are you stressed up? WTH.. why don't you tell this to the lecturers.. Ask them to chill.. and what you are expweriencing in your uni is not the same as what we are experiencing here.. OK!!!!!!..Our lives are not devoted to assignments alone.. we have other obligations.... Seriously, not in the mood now and if you are smart enough, leave me alone...

Sorry for the harsh words I used in this blog.. Its not everyday you see me writing something like this.. and yesh!!!! now you know why I seldom update my blog? bang your head if you still haven't figured that out...

However, thanks to the fact that I have friends( you guys know who you are coz I spend most of the time with you all )whom are there to keep me going in University.. They are also facing the same thing and WE are not liking it..

Tired and exhausted...

VicK