Short Bits~ 04/10/2008~ Letting Go

It's 3.00 am in the morning and here I am writing yet another entry.. Tonight is a night of mixed feelings.. Hmm.. why? You may ask.. Today I am actually happy and upset at certain stuffs... Lets start off with the happy moments.. I got a call from Mei Jean this morning (the day before) that she was coming and it was really nice of her to buy me the Penang Biscuits... Tried a few pieces and it tasted great!!.. maybe its due to the fact that I haven't tasted it for ages.. but thanks, nevertheless... The second happy thing is that today's Steven's Birthday.. Happy Birthday you bowl!!!! Hahahaa.. I wish you all the best.. XD.. and yesh, I am also glad that I have finished 60% of my essay.. atleast I won't feel that I have not started anything..

Now, to the sad moments.. Today 2 people dissapointed me .... I can only describe both the situations in 3 words. " Taken for granted".. Firstly, I have this friend who's studying in Australia.. It seems like after I have done my part as a friend, I am no longer needed.. I don't get any replies whenever I write asking how he's doing.. I have decided not to ask anymore.. As simple as that.. What's the point of wasting my time on people like that.. but that is not as dissapointing as this.. I have this other friend, what I can say is that I have helped him with the best solution I could think of as in NOT SPOON FEEDING.. but the worst thing was he didn't learn anything from the whole experience and regarded whatever I said previously as lectures?! So, all these while he has been listening to my "letures" to get things done.. I have my own principles.. I can opt for the simple way and give you the solutions and don't give a damn about it.. I mean, I have nothing to lose.. I did it and I learnt from it but the person who's referring to it fully is not learning anything.. so, I took the effort to go step by step giving enough space for improvement and yet nothing has changed.. Whatever it is, I am not going to be so sincere in offering my help starting from today. You want stuffs from me, If I feel like it, I'll give you, whether that person learns or not? Who cares! - My new style.

Why should I care so much.. I am letting go~! Releasing myself~

Atleast I feel better after speaking it out~ What say you, reader?

VicK's a happy person again :) ...

VicK